little things

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

I’m the kind of girl who is quiet in large groups or around people I don’t know; you only see the real me if we’re close. I smile and laugh a lot, especially at the most inappropriate times. I’m a hopeless romantic. I trip over air, up stairs, and over people’s feet. I am the hardest person to offend, but it is all too easy to make me feel horrible. I hate telling people about my problems; they don’t need to worry about me. I’m the one who listens to other people’s problems. I believe people should not be judged before one takes the time to get to know them, yet I am guilty of doing that exact thing. I love to think rather than talk. I’m awkward, clumsy, shy, strange… but this is me. Take it or leave it.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

hurt

i must accept the reality,
stop having hope,
stop making positive assumptions,
because its obvious isn't it?
that it won't work out.

you don't even know,
she doesn't even know,
and i already understand my position.
i just want to say that
it hurts. it really hurts.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

sleepless


last night was the first of many sleepless nights to come,
i was finishing my assignment till around 3 something.
then woke up at 9.30 before rushing to an appointment in Damansara at 11.30.
goodness, it was not fun.
but i won't deny it feels great after im done with it! :DDD

recently my face has become a hot spot for pimples!
T_T mom says its because i'm nervous, anxious and excited about life in college,
but why am i feeling nonchalant?
ah well.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Monday, January 17, 2011

stereotype

just because i'm a student at taylors does not make me a rich kid.
i chose taylors, it wasn't easy, the financial problems, trust me, you don't know.
but i will make it worth while.

i must

just a heads up.
yours truly is currently a student at TCSJ, CPU program. :)
sudden decision on doing the jan intake.
but whatever it is, i must make the best out of it, i will enjoy later on.

i must focus this year.
studies, ECA, family, friends.
balance, determination, effort.
i must not screw up.
after the amount my parents paid for my pre-u studies,
i will not screw up.